*jumps about rather happily* This is soooo cool!!! Work Experience!!!! I get to kill cells...or something like that...*scratches head* Today had tp prepare bacterial DNA and cheek cell DNA. Looked at an electron microscope, it was so cool....got some printotus of bedmites and spores....*eyes glisten* Ah...all the molecular biology...*sighs as she drifts off into god knows where*

*smiles* Well...another new day....wait...*hangs her bro on the wall* Ah...that's much better...no more sibling prob's. ^^ Am doing something different for once in my lifetime...>.> But yes...from today...till tmrw...i will be watching TV!!! *sighs* Well...better continue with my maths homework...and settle down to watch some tv later on...^^

*smiles as she takes in a deep breath* It is nice to be free...from the grasp of studies...not that i am studying right now. Really!!! Well, am going to watch a documentary, "Walking With Beasts" ^^

Breaking The Habit- Linkin Park
Memories consume like opening the wound
I'm picking me apart again
You all assume, I'm safe here in my room
Unless I try to start again

I don't want to be the one the battles always choose
'Cause inside I realize that I'm the one confused

I don't know what's worth fighting for
Or why I have to scream
I don't know why I instigate
And say what I don't mean
I don't know how I got this way
I know it's not alright
So I'm breaking the habit
I'm breaking the habit
Tonight...

Clutching my cure, I tightly lock the door
I try to catch my breath again
I hurt much more, than any time before
I have no options left again

I don't want to be the one the battles always choose
'Cause inside I realize that I'm the one confused

I don't know what's worth fighting for
Or why I have to scream
I don't know why I instigate
And say what I don't mean
I don't know how I got this way
I'll never be alright
So I'm breaking the habit
I'm breaking the habit
Tonight…

I'll paint it on the walls
'Cause I'm the one at fault
I'll never fight again
And this is how it ends

I don't know what's worth fighting for
Or why I have to scream
But now I have some clarity
To show you what I mean
I don't know how I got this way
I'll never be alright
So I'm breaking the habit
I'm breaking the habit
I'm breaking the habit
Tonight...

I do feel like that at the moment...*gestures to song above* And yes...I am rather confused and wanting to do something....*searches around* Hm...

*sighs* Still studying....>.< Not good....Too much Biology and Accounting...*glares at parents* I just wish I had the time to go somewhere...
Watched "The Day After Tomorrow" yesterday...it was good...not so good end tho...*shrugs* Oh well...at least the effects were good...^^

Crawling- Linkin Park
Crawling in my skin
These wounds, they will not heal
Fear is how I fall
Confusing what is real

There’s something inside me that pulls beneath the surface
Consuming, confusing
This lack of self control I fear is never ending
Controlling I can’t seem
To find myself again
My walls are closing in
Without a sense of confidence
I’m convinced that it’s too much pressure to take
I’ve felt this way before
So insecure

Crawling in my skin
These wounds, they will not heal
Fear is how I fall
Confusing what is real

Discomfort, endlessly has pulled itself upon me
Distracting, reacting
Against my will I stand beside my own reflection
It’s haunting how I can’t seem
To find myself again
My walls are closing in
Without a sense of confidence
I’m convinced that it’s too much pressure to take
I’ve felt this way before
So insecure

Crawling in my skin
These wounds, they will not heal
Fear is how I fall
Confusing what is real

Crawling in my skin
These wounds, they will not heal
Fear is how I fall
Confusing, confusing what is real

There’s something inside me that pulls beneath the surface
Consuming, confusing what is real
This lack of self control I fear is never ending
Controlling, confusing what is real

*sighs* Studies...this is practically all I do during the long weekend...Studies...*grumbles* I just wish there was a rather long holiday where I can just relax...and not bother about anything...*glares at parents* But no!!! I have to study 24-7!!! *smacks head on hand* I hate my life...

(I know I sound like a very boring person...but I AM.)

Easier To Run- Linkin Park
It's easier to run
Replacing this pain with something numb
It's so much easier to go
Than face all this pain here all alone

Something has been taken
From deep inside of me
A secret I’ve kept locked away
No one can ever see
Wounds so deep they never show
They never go away
Like moving pictures in my head
For years and years they've played

If I could change I would
Take back the pain I would
Retrace every wrong move that I made I would
If I could stand up and take the blame I would
If I could take all the shame to the grave I would
If I could change I would
Take back the pain I would
Retrace every wrong move that I made I would
If I could stand up and take the blame I would
I would take all my shame to the grave

It's easier to run
Replacing this pain with something numb
It's so much easier to go
Than face all this pain here all alone

Sometimes I remember
The darkness of my past
Bringing back these memories
I wish I didn’t have
Sometimes I think of letting go
And never looking back
And never moving forward so
There would never be a past

If I could change I would
Take back the pain I would
Retrace every wrong move that I made I would
If I could stand up and take the blame I would
If I could take all the shame to the grave I would
If I could change I would
Take back the pain I would
Retrace every wrong move that I made I would
If I could stand up and take the blame I would
I would take all my shame to the grave

Just washing it aside
All of the helplessness inside
Pretending I don't feel misplaced
Is so much simpler than change

It's easier to run
Replacing this pain with something numb
It's so much easier to go
Than face all this pain here all alone

It's easier to run
If I could change I would
Take back the pain I would
Retrace every wrong move that I made

It's so much easier to go
If I could change I would
Take back the pain I would
Retrace every wrong move that I made I would
If I could stand up and take the blame I would
I would take all my shame, to the grave

Day 11

*A random person appears, bows and rearranges self*
Ami is now trying to survive a nasty heart failure due to the amount of stress she has been given. There may be a chance that she will survive but will never be the same ever again. Meaning: Ami will now not speak until her life is over and...*trails off* Straight to the point: Ami does not want to see her life go to waste and is now wanting to see the "other world".

Sorry for this inconvience.
*the random person disappears*




You belong in the world of leaves and trees, where
the wilderness can claim your soul. Somewhere
like a jungle or a thick wooded forest would be
your world. Intensely in tune with nature, you
feel the world belongs to the natural ways that
once ruled the planet. Be yourself, and
everything will work out. Don't let the grind
of the city destroy your free-as-a-bird nature.


Where do you belong?(ANIME IMAGES)
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*the random person appears, again* This...is where Ami desires to be...*gestures above* or where she wants to go. *sighs* The forest...




YOU WILL LIVE, This means you have answered all of
the questions correctly.


Quiz That Kills You...Seriously...
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Ami thought she was going to die in this one...*cough* Don't think so...*the random person now disappears for the last time, bowing before leaving*

Day 10

*sighs* I feel like dying!!!! *cries* I hate my life...I wish I wasn't even born...*flops in her seat and falls to the floor* How great...^^' *looks around and sighs again* I don't understand myself anymore...that's for sure...I am starting to write Death peoms...This is so annoying!!! *huddles to a corner and never leaves it* Tell me when everything is over...

Also known widely as the Fire Bird, the phoenix is a profound symbol of life and rebirth. It has a life cycle of 500 to 600 years and after that amount of time, it sets itself on fire and dies in the flames. Then, after three days, it rises again from the ashes. It is a completely benign creature who lives in dew. It is said that the phoenix has a beautiful melodious song which grows ever more mournful as its life comes to an end. It is also a symbol of the sun and immortality.

What mythical beast best represents you?Take the quiz!

Apathy, well I can say your lucky, in some ways.
You see Apathy is no emotion, basically you
don't care. But that does not make you a bad
person. Some of my friends are apathetic and I
love them, but it wouldn't hurt to care a
little more. Trust me life hurts, most people
who are apathetic do it cause they were hurt.
But don't worry, life is pain, its also
pleasure. Good luck. (please vote)


What Emotion Dominates you?
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Barefoot- free, rebellious, and wild, you hate
boundries and rules. You tend to be on the
crazy side and often sweep people up along with
you. You are most likely the leader of your
group of friends. [please vote! thank you! :)]


What Kind of Shoe Are You?
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Cool...>.< *whacks head on wall*




Reincarnation: You are nice enough to go to heaven,
but Earth won't be as fun without you. So you
shall come back as someone or something else.
As a real optimist and lighthearted person, you
always see the good in things. People probably
respect you for your wonderful personality and
love for life. People like you make the world a
happier place (please rate my quiz)


**Where will you go when you die?**(now with pics)
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I am going to be reincarnated...>.< Now that sounds weird...^^'



Purple: It is almost as though you tried to be
blue but didn't quite make it. Being one of
the therefore ugliest colors on the planet, I
am proud to present you with the notice that
you will most likely fail in life.


What shade of blue are you?
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Die, barney!!! DIE!!!!! *clenches fist*

Day 9

*sigh* here i go again...another post for blabbing on nothing...^^' *looks around* I am rather bored today and therefore have no more to say...*walks away muttering* Stupid school...i need another holiday...



Faerie:
Faeries are sweet loving beings who love to help
people. They are not held back by reality and
love to dream and fly around. You probably are
very creative and although not the most popular
person in the world you are probably loved by
many for your sweet caring personality.


What Mythological Creature Are You (Many Results and Beautiful Pics)
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Unity. You Turly Desire Unity. You wish that the
world was together as one, and world peace was
among us. You enjoy sitting in natures peaceful
spots to get away from war and hate.

PLEASE RATE


What Do You Truly Desire? *PICS*
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You're a Dialogue/Character Writer!


What kind of writer are you?
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An Angel of Discernment and Truth. This Being helps
you to begin to understand what is good for
your spiritual development and growth and what
is a waste of your time. Ask for help to see
these areas clearly, for yourself, so that you
may develop discernment.


Which kind of Angel are you?
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You're addicted to.....

Nothing!
Your addicted to nothing at all? Well..... ok I
guess thats a good thing but come on just think
of the possibilities!


What are you addicted to? (pics!)
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Your: Wondering eyes. Your not quite focused and
your quite the day dreamer. Your a bit odd and
as many say "Your head is in the
clouds."


What type of eyes do you have?
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YOU ARE NOT A DICTATOR! You believe in free speech
and the constitution! Either that or you just
aren't dictator material.


Which dictator are you?
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Day 8

Wow...5 exams down....2 more to go!!!! *whacks self on head* I hate my life. I have been repeating it but I know my life is living Hell!!! After the exams...I might go and enjoy myself for the rest of the term...wasting life away...in paradise *wanders off into a dream of Hawaii and the nice sandy beach and white sand* This is life...*mutters something as she takes her leave from the table to stress out, again*



You're a Speak & Spell!! You nerd, you. Just
because you were disguised as a toy doesn't
mean you weren't educational, you sneaky
bastard.


What childhood toy from the 80s are you?
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I taste like Peanut Butter. I am one of the most blendable flavours; I go with sweet, I go with sour, I go with bland, I go with anything. I am practical and good company, but have something of a tendency to hang around when I'm not wanted, unaware that my presence is not welcome. What Flavour Are You?

I am a Crash Helmet. I may appear to take risks, but they're always carefully calculated to be not actually that risky. My primary concern is for my safety and comfort, and that of those around me; only when that's taken care of do I go after fun. What Sort of Hat Are You?